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Can't breathe, heavy chest
Bumpy roads, are we there yet
Mom by my side, Dad in the car
Dark night, hard rain, don't know where we are
In and out of lights, screamin' is this right
Sayin' I'm a soldier, was born to fight
Gotta tape my hands, put on my gloves
Rob and JP showin' lots of love
Tube in my nose, tube in my throat
Feels like a dream, more like a nightmare though
Lost a year, but gained my life
Can't complain, I'm not the type
Only thing I could swallow was my pride
I rolled with it, took a ride
Didn't meet the Angels, wasn't my time
I wasn't finished, didn't cross the line
(CHORUS)
Faded off the ground
Can you help me down, can you help me down
Faded off the ground
Can you help me down, can you help me down
Nothin' surprises me anymore
Six beds, six doors
I laid on, I passed through
Almost died, but what you gonna do
Either way, I feel changed
A broken man, 'cause things aren't the same
It had to go, it couldn't stay
How could it though, when everything changed
Didn't look in the mirror for eight months
That look in my eye didn't change much
Symbolic I have the Take Care CD
On top of the gold record JP gave me
Two things that I cherish
Plan to get both before I perish
It's in the past, moving on
Hard to do though, when everything feels so wrong
(CHORUS)
Faded off the ground
Can you help me down, can you help me down
Faded off the ground
Can you help me down, can you help me down
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There was a time, when I couldn't breathe on my own
There was a time, when I couldn't sleep on my own
That time I had, somebody beside my bed
That time when my thoughts, were locked in my head
(CHORUS)
But now, I take deep breaths
And I do it by myself
'Cause now I can breathe
On my own
But now, I take deep breaths
And I do it by myself
'Cause now I can breathe
On my own again
I remember that time, that time
I remember that time, that time
Because I remember it all
There was no answer to my call
Ring ring, ring ring
Nobody's answering
Ring ring, ring ring
(CHORUS)
But now, I take deep breaths
And I do it by myself
'Cause now I can breathe
On my own
But now, I take deep breaths
And I do it by myself
'Cause now I can breathe
On my own again
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And I'm just discussing emotions
Air it out, everything in the open
Let my heart say, what my mouth can't
Let my fear sit while my feelings stand
Feel like I've been down in it
Been gone for longer than a minute
Everything changed, they act like it didn't
Never even started, but feel like I'm finished
So much loss, I could use some winning
Feel like it's strike three, but I went down swinging
No one knows what's inside my head
I'll be building thoughts, while they be breaking bread
Knocked down, never been lower
I'm fading fast, but good things come slower
Hangin' on, for dear life
I guess dying is just a part of life
(CHORUS)
Don't hate me girl, don't hate me girl
Don't hate me girl, don't hate, don't hate me girl
Don't hate me girl, don't hate me girl
Don't hate me girl, don't hate me girl
Don't hate me girl, don't hate me girl
Hate me
And I'm just discussing emotions
Feel like a burden, there, it's out in the open
Feel alone, but there's people around
Mind is free, but my body is bound
Terrified of deja vu
If you went through it, you would be too
Going through a midlife crisis
'Cause I feel like I'm at midlife as I write this
Family issues at home as well
Damn, my whole is family going through hell
And even though she's been gone for some time
Feel like I've still got Hannah on my side
'Cause she appears at the darkest of times
Forgetting her would be like a crime
Feel like I'm trying to outrun time
Never far, but I'm falling behind
(CHORUS)
Don't hate me girl, don't hate me girl
Don't hate me girl, don't hate, don't hate me girl
Don't hate me girl, don't hate me girl
Don't hate me girl, don't hate me girl
Don't hate me girl, don't hate me girl
Hate me
Why do I feel like things
Will always be this hard
Why do I feel like things
Won't get easier
Why do I feel like things
Will always be this hard
Why do I feel like things
Won't get easier
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Ridin' through, waitin' for
The Cadillac, with the four doors
Make it big, so I can get in
Push the gas, make the tires spin
Blacked out glass on the exterior
Women chasin' you makes me feel inferior
Find something, or die trying
Traffic noise, I hear dead silence
We can ride all night, all night
We can do it right, do it right
We can ride all night, all night
We can ride all night, all night
We can do it right, do it right
We can do it right, do it right
We can ride all night, all night
We can do it right, do it right
(CHORUS)
Pick me up, eh, pick me up, eh
Pick me up, pick me up, pick me up, eh
Pick me up, eh, pick me up, eh
Pick me up, pick me up, pick me up, eh
Pick me up, eh, pick me up, eh
Pick me up, pick me up, pick me up, eh
Pick me up, eh, pick me up, eh
Pick me up, pick me up, pick me up, eh
Drive real slow, so I can see
All of the people lookin' at me
Drive real slow, so I can see
All the people who treat me differently
Pause in the conversation
(what's that)
Don't keep me waiting
(ha)
You say you ain't got no time, girl I'm 'bout to get impatient
(hold up)
I don't really care 'cause, you don't hit my phone
Every time I came around I knew you'd be alone
(hold up)
So I tried and tried and I try
What you do you told me that you don't ride
(no, no)
You left me in the cold
I had to ride out like, ride out like
(CHORUS)
Pick me up, eh, pick me up, eh
Pick me up, pick me up, pick me up, eh
Pick me up, eh, pick me up, eh
Pick me up, pick me up, pick me up, eh
Pick me up, eh, pick me up, eh
Pick me up, pick me up, pick me up, eh
Pick me up, eh, pick me up, eh
Pick me up, pick me up, pick me up, eh
Pause in the conversation
(what's that)
Don't keep me waiting
(ha)
You say you ain't got no time, girl I'm 'bout to get impatient
(hold up)
I don't really care 'cause, you don't hit my phone
And every time I came around I knew you'd be alone
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I'm lookin' right here but I, don't see a face
The picture ain't clear and my mind, can't help but race
It's night time, why don't you take your glasses off
Damn, look at me huh, am I really the one to talk
About the things that, never really mattered anyway
Thoughts of the future, got in the way
If you don't want to, I could never make you stay
Just hold my hand one time
One time, for me
(CHORUS)
Ridin' through the city, lookin' for someone to carry me home
Ridin' through the city, can you hear me through your headphones
Front seat made of velvet, back seat full of bad thoughts
Maybe I just do it for the hell of it, thinkin' that I won't get caught
Ridin' through the city, lookin' for someone to carry me home
Ridin' through the city, can you hear me through your headphones
Front seat made of velvet, back seat full of bad thoughts
Maybe I just do it for the hell of it, thinkin' that I won't get caught
They say the truth hurts, well I felt the pain
Umbrellas out, so let it rain
No pillow here, so I never sleep
I could die, so I never eat
I need someone to take me home
If I never knew, how could I ever know
Five finger love, I could use a hand
Feel like I'm on a drug and I can only have a gram
Left out, so I'm never in
Saw some friends, but no kin
Long days, short life
I'm thankful, for tomorrow night
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Do or what they try
I will be there for you every time you cry
So let those tears run dry, right on my shoulder
'Cause I got you, and you got me, and we both got each other
(CHORUS)
No matter what they do or what they try
I will be there for you every time you cry
So let those tears run dry, right on my shoulder
'Cause I got you, and you got me, and we both got each other
No matter what they do or what they try
I will be there for you every time you cry
So let those tears run dry, right on my shoulder
'Cause I got you, and you got me, and we both got each other
For heaven's sake, for heaven's sake
For heaven's sake, for heaven's sake
Tell me when is the right time
'Cause I feel like I've been waiting for a lifetime
Mementos and posters
Memories shooting at me from their holsters
to be honest I'm never honest
Close my eyes, everything black, black like onyx
They shut me down, I start it up
I'm generous but guess I didn't give enough
For heaven's sake, for heaven's sake
Used to arrive early, now I'm always late, uh
Can I put my head on your shoulder
'Cause I haven't cried in a long time
You know I've always been there for you
To put your head on mine
(CHORUS)
No matter what they do or what they try
I will be there for you every time you cry
So let those tears run dry, right on my shoulder
'Cause I got you, and you got me, and we both got each other
No matter what they do or what they try
I will be there for you every time you cry
So let those tears run dry, right on my shoulder
'Cause I got you, and you got me, and we both got each other
Do or what they try
I will be there for you every time you cry
So let those tears run dry, right on my shoulder
'Cause I got you, and you got me, and we both got each other
Perrier and lime
Club Soda, ya I guess that will be fine
To celebrate that it's my time, 'cause I'ma get it, I'ma get it
I'ma get it, yeah that's right, uh
Just because I don't say much
Doesn't mean I'm not loud
Just because I don't show it
Doesn't mean I don't want it right now
And if it's just out of reach
Then go-go Gadget arms
'Cause I'll stretch out to meet
Every single shining star
For heaven's sake, for heaven's sake
For heaven's sake, for heaven's sake, man
Tell me when is the right time
'Cause I feel like I've been waiting for a lifetime
(CHORUS)
No matter what they do or what they try
I will be there for you every time you cry
So let those tears run dry, right on my shoulder
'Cause I got you, and you got me, and we both got each other
No matter what they do or what they try
I will be there for you every time you cry
So let those tears run dry, right on my shoulder
'Cause I got you, and you got me, and we both got each other
No matter what they do or what they try
I will be there for you every time you cry
So let those tears run dry, right on my shoulder
'Cause I got you, and you got me, and we both got each other
No matter what they do or what they try
I will be there for you every time you cry
So let those tears run dry, right on my shoulder
'Cause I got you, and you got me, and we both got each other
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Waited on you for so long
Too many days since January
I'm still sitting here alone
We shoulda did this already
Said I gotta email today
Kinda thought that you forgot about me
But I wanna hit you back to say
Just like you, I get lonely
(CHORUS)
Baby,
I could really get to know you
take my time and show you
don’t tell anybody what we do
when I get lonely
Take Me,
to another place where I’ll be
face to face, just me and you
with no rules, just like you
I get lonely too ooh ooh
hoo ooh hoh, hoo ooh hoh
just like you
I get lonely too ooh ooh
hoo ooh hoh, hoo ooh hoh
just like you
I get lonely
Ready for us to get it on
Ain't got a love to call steady
Hope it ain't like that for long
I'll be your friend if you let me
Don't wanna come on strong
'Cause there's too many people who wanna get me
But you know I do what I gotta do
Just like you, I get lonely
(CHORUS)
Baby,
I could really get to know you
take my time and show you
don’t tell anybody what we do
when I get lonely
Take Me,
to another place where I’ll be
face to face, just me and you
with no rules, just like you
I get lonely too ooh ooh
hoo ooh hoh, hoo ooh hoh
just like you
I get lonely
(CHORUS)
Baby,
I could really get to know you
take my time and show you
don’t tell anybody what we do
when I get lonely
Take Me,
to another place where I’ll be
face to face, just me and you
with no rules, just like you
I get lonely too ooh ooh
hoo ooh hoh, hoo ooh hoh
just like you
I get lonely too ooh ooh
hoo ooh hoh, hoo ooh hoh
just like you
I get lonely
OUTRO
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I know time is like a comet
It burns out when you're not watchin'
And they say
Good things come to those who wait
But what if that wait
Turns into too late
And what if that time flies
'Cause we thought we were havin' a good time
(CHORUS)
Don't wait
Don't wait 'til it's too late
Don't wait 'til it's too late
Don't wait 'til it's too late
It's too late
Don't stay
Don't stay if you can't take it
Don't stay if you can't take it
Don't stay if you can't take it
Can't take it
It's too late
It's too late
There time goes, right out the window, window
Right out the window, window
There time goes, right out the window, window
Right out the window, window
And they say
Good things come to those who wait
But what if that wait
Turns into too late
I know time is like a comet
It burns out even when we are watchin'
(CHORUS)
Don't wait
Don't wait 'til it's too late
Don't wait 'til it's too late
Don't wait 'til it's too late
It's too late
Don't stay
Don't stay if you can't take it
Don't stay if you can't take it
Don't stay if you can't take it
Can't take it
It's too late
It's too late
There time goes, right out the window, window
Right out the window, window
There time goes, right out the window, window
Right out the window, window
(CHORUS)
Don't wait
Don't wait 'til it's too late
Don't wait 'til it's too late
Don't wait 'til it's too late
It's too late
Don't stay
Don't stay if you can't take it
Don't stay if you can't take it
Don't stay if you can't take it
Can't take it
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So many holes, you would think I need a bulletproof vest
Been through the war, I'm surprised that I haven't died yet
And I've been thinkin', but what if, what if she left
These hidden scars, what if she can't handle it
'Cause ever since, ever since everything changed
Will she accept me and see me the same way
(CHORUS)
Does she see the scars
On my body
Will she understand
Why I am who I am
Will she stay beside, while I'm on the move
Does she understand, what I've got to do
Does she see the scars
The scars
My pocket watch, it only goes to five
Because I've lost, I've lost so much time
Just move on, but do I want, to burden her
And will she say, that it's ok, just to ease the hurt
Rose coloured glasses, resemble her name
It's not that I'm scared, it's more that I'm afraid
'Cause ever since, ever since everything changed
Will she accept me and see me the same way
(CHORUS)
Does she see the scars
On my body
Will she understand
Why I am who I am
Will she stay beside, while I'm on the move
Does she understand, what I've got to do
Does she see the scars
The scars
If she sees, I will open up
If she sees, I will open up
(all around all around all around, the scars the scars, they surround they surround)
If she sees, I will open up
If she sees, I will open up
(all around all around all around, the scars the scars, they surround they surround)
If she sees, if she sees
If she sees, if she sees
(all around all around all around, the scars the scars, they surround they surround)
If she sees, if she sees
If she sees
(all around all around all around, the scars the scars, they surround they surround)
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I don't really know what love feels like
But I'd really like to, before I'm through
But I don't really think it's fair, to put you through
The pain and the struggle, the bitterness
The downhill spiral
And I just really wanna let it out, it's not that it's holding me down
It's that I've never really talked about it
I don't think that people think I think about it
And I just wanna know what you see, when you look at me
I just wanna know what you see
(CHORUS)
A bed with only one soul
A vase with only one rose
It's not that I wanna leave you
I told you
I hate to see that look in your eye
I told you that this isn't goodbye
I'll see you when he brings you home
You home, home, home
I just wanna take the scenic route
But there would be nobody next to you
'Cause I would be high in the sky
So what's the point, why should we even try
'Cause your tears won't keep you safe at night, safe at night
And I won't be there to tell you it's alright, it's alright
And I just wanna know what you see, when you look at me
I just wanna know what you see
(CHORUS)
A bed with only one soul
A vase with only one rose
It's not that I wanna leave you
I told you
I hate to see that look in your eye
I told you that this isn't goodbye
I'll see you when he brings you home
You home, home, home
(Cinderella Man Snippet)
(CHORUS)
A bed with only one soul
A vase with only one rose
It's not that I wanna leave you
I told you
I hate to see that look in your eye
I told you that this isn't goodbye
I'll see you when he brings you home
You home, home, home
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I've known you for awhile
Can I hold your hand
Could you look my way
Could you call me your man
There's just something
About those eyes
That makes me want to
Pay the price
If I was sinking in the ocean
I would reach out and grab your heart
(CHORUS)
If I was drifting out to sea
I would hold you close to me
So close to me
If I was drifting out to sea
I would hold you close to me
So close
So close
There it goes, over our heads
Over our heads
There it goes, under our legs
Under our legs
On the back of my neck
I felt you breathing in my space
I looked back to check
And you were out of place
I just don't know
How I feel
We're both too shy
And both too real
If I was sinking in the ocean
I would reach out and grab your heart
Gasping for breath, my lungs full of water
Gasping for breath, I would still scream your name
(CHORUS)
If I was drifting out to sea
I would hold you close to me
So close to me
If I was drifting out to sea
I would hold you close to me
So close
So close
There it goes, over our heads
Over our heads
There it goes, under our legs
Under our legs
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I've been down, never up
Ice wine, in my cup
Shouldn't drink, that's their opinion
I always love it when my Uncle Barry checks in
Chest bone full of pain
Things are good, just not the same
Livin' crazy, but lovin' still
If you know me, then you know the deal
I'll be rock n' rollin', not lookin' where I'm goin'
I'll be rock n' rollin', not lookin' where I'm goin'
I'll be rock n' rollin', not lookin' where I'm goin'
As far as I can tell, I'm livin' in the moment
I'll be rock n' rollin', not lookin' where I'm goin'
I'll be rock n' rollin', not lookin' where I'm goin'
I'll be rock n' rollin', not lookin' where I'm goin'
As far as I can tell, I'm livin' in the moment
(CHORUS)
I'll be rock n' rollin', not lookin' where I'm goin'
I'll be rock n' rollin', not lookin' where I'm goin'
I'll be rock n' rollin', not lookin' where I'm goin'
As far as I can tell, I'm livin' in the moment
Put your hands up if you know how I feel
Put your hands up if you know how I'm feelin'
Put your hands up if you know how I feel
Put your hands up if you know how I'm feelin'
Up in Niagara Falls, with the flow
Rubbin' elbows with my heroes at the festival
Sittin' poolside, sippin' gin
Don't know where I'm goin', know where I've been
Makin' headlines, headlinin' shows
Star lifestyle, Marilyn Monroe
Makin' music, and doin' more
Dancin' on the ceilin', started from the floor
I'll be rock n' rollin', not lookin' where I'm goin'
I'll be rock n' rollin', not lookin' where I'm goin'
I'll be rock n' rollin', not lookin' where I'm goin'
As far as I can tell, I'm livin' in the moment
I'll be rock n' rollin', not lookin' where I'm goin'
I'll be rock n' rollin', not lookin' where I'm goin'
I'll be rock n' rollin', not lookin' where I'm goin'
As far as I can tell, I'm livin' in the moment
(CHORUS)
I'll be rock n' rollin', not lookin' where I'm goin'
I'll be rock n' rollin', not lookin' where I'm goin'
I'll be rock n' rollin', not lookin' where I'm goin'
As far as I can tell, I'm livin' in the moment
Put your hands up if you know how I feel
Put your hands up if you know how I'm feelin'
Put your hands up if you know how I feel
Put your hands up if you know how I'm feelin'
Yeah, wanna know how I feel in my heart and in my mind
Everyday I lose time but I use rhyme to my benefit, see
Every line I pen into that pad is like my medicine
Even when I set my clocks forward I'm still light years ahead of it, get it
Whoa, let's just go back to the basics, when I'm dealt that crappy hand then I just reprogram that matrix
Y'all better face it I'm not takin' my eyes away from this prize
If you ask me where I'm goin' then I'll say the finish line, let's rewind
Take it back, when I first started to rap
Cats would diss me always laugh, but I never let that get to Mat
Everybody has their obstacles, if you keep your faith in yourself and your dreams, then you could never break
Isn't that the truth, choose a path, go forward and never look back
It might not happen overnight and there's no better way to word that
Just keep rockin' and keep rollin', keep rhymin' and keep showin'
Anyone that has a doubt in their mind, it's your time, it's your moment
(CHORUS)
I'll be rock n' rollin', not lookin' where I'm goin'
I'll be rock n' rollin', not lookin' where I'm goin'
I'll be rock n' rollin', not lookin' where I'm goin'
As far as I can tell, I'm livin' in the moment
Put your hands up if you know how I feel
Put your hands up if you know how I'm feelin'
Put your hands up if you know how I feel
Put your hands up if you know how I'm feelin'
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We're all different, we're not the same
We all have a purpose, but we change everyday
We all have judgments, and first impressions
And all my life I've always had just one question
(why does it matter) If her eyes aren't straight
(why does it matter) If his learning is delayed
(CHORUS)
(I pray) Pray for a better day
(I pray) Pray for a better day
We all have images, and thoughts in our mind
I have to ask this but I really don't know why
Why does it matter what a person looks like
All that should count is what's on the inside
(why does it matter) If her eyes aren't straight
(why does it matter) If his learning is delayed
(why does it matter) If he walks with a limp
(why does it matter) If she cries from givin' in
(CHORUS)
(I pray) Pray for a better day
(I pray) Pray for a better day
(I pray) Yeah, I pray for a better day
(I pray) And we pray for a better day
Why does it matter
Why does it matter
What if you spent the week walking in his shoes
Would you see life from a whole different point of view
Would you live each day as if it was your last
And stop concerning yourself with white or black
He says what's on his mind, and how he feels
In hopes that someday these dark wounds will somehow heal
But now the time has come, to let the pain wash away
'Cause we're all beautiful
We're all beautiful
(CHORUS)
(I pray) Pray for a better day
(I pray) Pray for a better day
(I pray) Yeah, I pray for a better day
(I pray) And we pray for a better day
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released June 25, 2014